I’ll be the first to say that I’ve been stuck in a rut for a very long time now.
Now, while I own this problem – there have been a ton of extenuating circumstances as well as outside influences. There’s really no need to rehash or re-open old wounds as that would only interfere with the healing process.
I realize I’m a product of my own choices and demons. And let’s face it, we all have our demons whether it is smoking or eating too much cake.
I hate that I’ve let myself be in this state for 2+ years. But it is time to let that hate go and embrace change. And change is not always easy but it’s certainly something I’m familiar with. I’ve always been able to roll with the punches and get back up.
And I will rise again.